| These are songs you heard and you have to download!!
+ Earth Wind and Fire - September
+ Journey - ALL I DON'T HAVE (cause they're awesome)
+ Train - Get to Me
+ Eddie Money - Take Me Home Tonight (btw, he's and SC Boardwalk this Friday night for a free concert, join me there?)
+ Everclear - Wonderful
+ Van Morrison - Moondance
+ Van Halen - Jump
There are more, and when I remember, I will add to this list. Thanks 101.3 and my work people for playing good music.
Love Always |
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| Hello there Xanga. Wow, I realize it's been almost two years since you last heard from me. And I must admit that the only reason I visited in the first place was because I accidentally clicked on the link from my facebook (which I now realize I do not love as much as you because while you kept me sane in my crazy high school years by letting me rant, facebook kind of drives me MORE insane than anything.)
I have decided that I am going to try to write in you again because it makes me sad that I have no documentation of rants or exciting tidbits of the end of my high school career or the first year of college craziness. And let's face it, I've gotten far too lazy to actually write in my diary anymore =( Gosh sometimes I loath myself.
However, I am at work right now on my lunch break so I can't exactly start my update. But I WILL. Soon. Hopefully =/
Off to an exciting day at work and then Transformers with Victor later on, in case you miss me, you know where I am =)
Love Always 
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| i'm in a thoughtful mood , which is never a good thing. so here comes a carriebabble.
you know, i always didn't like it when people ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT
COLLEGE. cos it was like, great, you applied, what's talking
about it gonna do? get you in? not really. but i've
completely been taken over by the collegebabblingmachine and i find
myself constantly wanting to talk to someone about it and if i can't, i
probably just end up talking to myself about it or sitting by mysef in
a corner and mulling over it. which is depressing. and even
worse than that is the fact that i've not only become a collegebabbling
machine, but it turned into an
eastcoastprivateobsessedcollegebabblingmachine once applications
started getting under way.
but on thanksgiving when i was sitting around the dinner table having
the time of my life with my really weird somewhat dysfunctional yet
hilarious and perfect family, i seriously realized that i would miss
them to death if i went away and only came back twice a year to see
them. the only way i could handle my siblings going off to
college was because they came back twice a month and i could still see
them often. and then i realized i didn't really want to leave
which is something i knew all along but thought i was willing to
sacrifice. but i realize that it's not really the case. and
now i guess i'm kind of stuck.
and the same thing goes with friends and my significant other. i
don't think i could be happy being far away from them. i was
never good with homesickness or people sickness (i don't think that
makes sense) and i don't think i've grown out of it.
BLAH, see, now i'm completely babbling but i guess my head needed
it. so basically, if you got down this far, my realization is
that friends (a.k.a. you guys) really mean everything to me even if
recently i haven't been acting like it because i've just become so
obsessed and overwhelmed with work. and i'm sorry if i haven't
been as good of one back lately, but i want more than anything to hang
out again and talk and everything. with you, yes i mean
you. and even though this blog completely digressed to a
different topic from before, this is really important and i guess
lately i feel like i owe everyone i've been blowing off a sincere
apology and a reminder that i do really miss everything about you guys
and really really REALLY want to catch up and hang out. like old
times, right?
anyway, sorry for the carriebabble, but it was badly
needed on my part. i'm not sure i got my point or any point
across, but i hope i did.
you guys mean everything to me and i love you.
 alwayz
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| -back to school dance-
the last one i'm ever going to go to in high school!  i can't believe senior year has started, and now that it has, everything's a last..how sad. anyway, here's a short picture update. =] thanks to tiff for all the pics!
tiff and me with our...whatchamacallits (we couldn't remember what they were called all night)
me and tiff again. tiff's stabbing herself in the head and i'm very happy about it apparently.
the three "sex meisters" hahah.
jeff and me =] if you had to pic a scenario for this pic, what would it be? tiff already told me, and i have to agree.
the sizzlin' devlish seniors! (minus the people we couldn't find in the mosh pit)
the horny seniors! hahah...get it?! we're hilarious.
a couple more pics in imagestation =]
happy beginning of senior year guys! it's almost over, so enjoy it even with college apps and everything!
alwayz |
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